Tuesday, March 13, 2007

whatever goes around comes around...

that something u would wanna find in a person is what kind of person he or she really is... i sat down and think.. what kind of a person am i? sitting down on my old chair.. with my music playing and a ciggarette... and then i realize... john five... you are really one hell of a fucked up person... thinking back of the things that i have done to hurt every single person that i love in life...

it irritates my mind sometimes i just wanna die... december 2005... i got my friend into an accident... 1 out of 5 of us were sent to the hospital... 30 stiches and a nearly broken jaw.. my friends car was a total loss... feb 2006... i could not take it in school.. so i dropped out and started hairstyling... now.. im working 2 jobs.. restraunt managing and free lancing in hairstyling... may 2006.. me and some people.. rob 2 advertising companies... june 2006.. i broke someone's heart... really badly... i'm sorry... march 2007.. i lied to someone.. again i have nothing to say... not because i do not feel guilty.. because im speechless... im sorry...

these are just the few things remembered then... though there was alot happening... sometimes don't you just wonder... when is karma or whatever gonna get back at me? there is a saying whatever goes around comes around right? i'm really just waiting... waiting for it... to bite me so hard.. for all the things i have done... i know what i have did... and i know what ill get.. but i dunno when... i'm not looking for sympathy but i just wanna let you readers know.. how fucked up i really am...

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