Friday, July 21, 2006

stresss.....

its been damn stress after my exam started and i have have 2 major competition to participate in... sigh... she din msg me for already 6 days... no msg or call... everytime i hang on to my fon... i always hope ill recieve a msg frm her.. or a call... im giving all the space i can... but sometimes its really lonely without her... though i have been really busy that i dun even have the time for myself... somehow... sometimes i feel like a rebound... like someone said im just deeply in love with something i can never have... waiting to get hurt then ill only come to my senses... im just hiding myself... hoping everyday that ill still have that chance or am i just lying to myself... if she really has others guys or guys after her... maybe she'll be better of with them... dun wan her to say she's holding on to me cause she doesnt want to hurt me but inside she doesnt love me... dun leave me hangin like that.. i dun wanna to look pathetic... if u hurt me ill go crazy... haha... im not that 16 year old boy u meet everyday... if she really wan me to let go of her.. just have to tell me.. dun give me false hope... and keep waitin... and get nothing out of it... i dunno le... maybe i should just let her go...

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

i'm sorry b..

im sorry if i had been different these days... its just that i really dun wanna lose u again... but like i said.. im puttin myself in a risk of gettin heart broken again... some ppl say its not worth it... but i think it is... even though i dun make it.. but i know i did what i could... u really mean alot to me... sometimes im just havin alot on my mind that maybe i merajuk or blast back at you... im really sorry if i did hurt you.. its the last thing that i wanna do... im sory if i pissed u off b... i didnt mean it at all... i miss u though.. ur messages, ur hugs, ur kisses... baby u noe i love u so so much...

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