expectations of 2007
ok... so these are the few things this year... here goes...1. leave to the states and become someone.. (i hope)2. quit smoking.. (i know many people think that it's impossible, cause watching me quit is like watching the devil become good)3. finish my spawn collection..4. get my car..5. keep really long hair..6. tattoo a half sleeve.. (which is 10 days from now)7. oh... this one is a must.. GET MY FUCKING LICENCE!!! its about fucking time...8. meet someone special.. (hopefully)9. owh yea... get a tattoo of mummy and daddy... (definately wil be done by kat from miami ink)10. lastly, would to have more faith in myself...yea... so here you have it... hmmm... i'm bored now... actually with panjang in mmo... off from work tomorow... finally a break and relief of stress... k.. thats about it... gonna dota now...
and my story goes on..
yeah... and so i had another suprise when i was in my room yesterday... joe, cheryl, raymond, his chick, and ah boi gave me a suprise when i went down stairs and saw cheryl holding a cake... sweet... yea... after that we headed to taman desa to yam cha... ray and his chick got back home 1st cause ray wasnt feeling too well... don't blame him though... the wheather is fucked up... taman desa.. met up with a few people... i dragged alex chiam to see me... it was nice seeing him.. until he started dropping bombs at me... yea.... dun wanna talk bt it... after all that i got back home and arrange my old wrestling cards cause i was gonna sell them today... think of me as i'm a geek.. not only i used to play card games but i still do collect comics and action figures/toys/models/statue.. i do not know how u want to know them as... suprising huh... yea.. so i finished arranging them and it was bt 5-6 o'clock.. so off to bed i go...today i could not fucking get up from bed... though my alarm was irritating the shit outta me.. but i just didnt want to get up... i ended up getting off bed at about 12.30 and quicky rush into the shower... i was late for work... lucky my manager wasn't there... bleah... finished the lunch crowd and i headed off to the comics coner 2 block away from where i work... yea.. bought spawn issue 164.. and i have to wait for next month to get issue 165... hmmm... i also realized that my cards were worth bt 1200-1500... yea man... another thing is that somethings are still affecting me.. its been almost 3 months... it's sometimes getting worse everyday... i've been drinking everyday since christmas eve... maybe not so much this 2 weeks.. but yeah... i dunno if im suffering from insomnia or im just thinking to much that the pain is still there that i have to drink to sleep... yeah.. that is one thing which i need to fix but i do not have the solution... i miss her so so much... everything we used to do.. but honestly.. i dun wanna mess up her life anymore... she has a better life now.. i can see she is happy now.. just so you know.. i've tried and tried and tried to let go.. but i can't... but i'm not gonna bother you anymore... my time is up here... im already leaving in 4 weeks... so yea.. but please forgive me.. i dunno what to do... please forgive me i cant stop loving you...
john five turns 17
i would like to thank all those who have called or sent sms-es for my birthday... really means alot.. espeacially those who wished me mid nite yesterday... yea.. 17... getting old... but still feeling young... wasn't anything special today though... but just spend time with my family... actually its more than enough for a birthday... don't need anything more... unless someone wanna buy me a car then you are welcome... x).... so that's about it i guess... at work now though... daddy was like "you are working on your birthday?" and i said "fuck yeah!!! i need money!!!" yup... so neways... i'm gonna go back to work.. and again thanks for all the wishes... love you all...
missing in action...
it's been awhile since i blogged... everytime i would just be lazy to write bout something... but hey.. bored now.. so i re-did the whole thing... hmmm.. anyways.. a happy chinese new year to those who are reading... yea... i would just give a summary of what has been happening for the past 2-3 months..
did a roadshow on jan... was in johor, ipoh and kl.. it was the gatsby roadshow... yea... then started working.. in damansara jaya.. and living life the way it is... and also busy with work... work and work and work... nothing but work... got my 2nd tattoo from borneo... and shall finish the whole thing by 7th of march... its the first time im throwing 1200 for a tattoo... insane i know...
this month was a complete month of boredom... work from day till nite... valentines day was boring... was alone though.. then chinese new year was just collecting ang pows, getting fat and getting drunk... oh... and happy birthday to my fuck face matt... hope you are happy with what we did for you... anyways that is bt it..
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