another survey...
1. Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
My younger brother and her...
2. What time do you usually go to bed?
That really depends..
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
Smoke..
4. Who are the people you always meet the most?
My gay boy, mei, carls.. and the list go on...
5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?
Gay boy...
6. What's on your mind right now?
You don't wanna know...
7. Who's number on your speed dials?
Don't have speed dails...
8. With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
If she was still around..
9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
300!! the movie is inspiring!! FOR THE GLORY!!!
10. When was the last time you went out?
Just now...
11. What do you hate the most for now?
My right arm..
12. When was the first time you slept alone?
At the age for 5...
13. What do you wanna do for now?
Smoke some shit...
14. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
Smoke, smoke, smoke.. Stone, stone, stone...
15. What could piss you off?
Someone who fucks around with me..
16. Are you a animal lover?
I don't know..
17. Colors that make you happy?
Nothing particular..
18. Most fav thing in your room?
My spawns and my laptop...
19. What was the last thing you bought for your room?
My spawn...
20. Any instruments in your room?
My bass guitar...
21. Can you cook?
I wish i knew...
22. Miss someone?
Yes.. More than anything...
23. Plan to buy something?
A pack of ciggarettes...
24. Are you satisfied with your life now?
Not yet...
25. Do you like seafood?
It's alright i guess...
26. Breakfast or dinner?
Dinner...
27. What do you usually eat forbreakfast?
Bread la... What else?
28. Did you eat breakfast today?
I was too stoned to eat...
29. Do you recycle?
I don't think so...
30. Do u have a laptop?
Yes.. although it doesn't have internet.. But there is alot of stuff in there...
31. What is your favourite fast food?
Anything would do...
32. Cats or dogs?
I'm allergic to cats...
33. Salty or sweet?
Sweet...
34. City or country?
City...
35. How do you prefer to spend your holiday?
A bottle of whisky, my friends, food and ciggarettes...
36. Is kissing normal for your age?
Fuck yeah... Why not?
37. Are you athletic?
Used to be...
38. Do you swear?
More than you smoke in a century...
39. Would you ditch your friends for a date?
Depends.. Which is more important...
40. Do you have your own cell phone?
Yeap.. My V3i
41. What do you wear to bed?
Shorts...
42. Ever had a crush on a teacher?
I never had a hot teacher..
43. Coke or pepsi?
What is the difference?
44. Sugar or spice?
Sugar..
45. Can you use chopsticks?
Do you think I'm stupid?
46. Do you like to read for pleasure?
The question sounds wrong...
47. Do you care about getting good grades?
I never went to school...
48. Have u ever fallen sleep in class?
Everyday.. When i was in school..
49. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Both...
50. Is your dad strict?
Used to be...
51. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
I got all the privacy in the world...
52. Would you trade places (in life)with your close friends?
I'm happy with my life...
your revolution is a joke
They stand to fight for nothing.
We show them how stupid we've become.
As fortune favours only,
those who care to much to see.
Oh it will never be okay,
as some will say.
We stand to fight for nothing,
so close your eyes and stay away.
Don't believe their headlines
they poison our lives, everyday
Oh it will never be the same,
the purpose bearing everyday.
The lies that lead you into the grave.
As some will say.
And you will never be okay,
as some will say.
Purpose bearing everyday,
as some will say.
Lies that lead you to the grave,
as some will say.
your revolution is a joke,
as I will say..
looking back at the past...
these few days it just linger in my head wheather i was meant for her... wheather we are suppose to be together... or maybe we live in so different lifes that things would just not work out... the truth is.. i do not know the answer... everytime i think about it... it just start to hurt... thinking back of the times we were together... when i was just on top of the world when we are together... i always thought that it'll last for a very long time... i don;t know if 2 years is long... but in that 2 years we just got hurt.. went to somone else... when it felt wrong.. that someone would be just put aside and we will get back together... i also thought that maybe we were meant for each other... but again and again and again.. i was wrong...
some people who were there for me said that just give it time.. after awhile.. u will get back on your feet and go on with your own life... i knew it a long time that time doesnt heal your wounds... it just helps you to get over it.. that is if your lucky... i have spent 3 almost for months picking up where i left off... till today... i still feel the pain inside... if u asked me today if i'd regret staying back here for this girl... being with this girl.. or loving this girl.. the answer is no... i do not regret.. though she had made me gone through hell.. but she also showed me alot of things... its also one of the reasons i still have her chain on... think of me as a pathetic fuck... i do not care... i am now that better person because of her...
2 years ago.. people like matt, sandra, marcia and her were the only people that i appreaciate.. the people that i value... even though all of us are seperated to our own worlds... i will always keep those memories in my heart... like late nite sneak out into the park.. under the tunnel.. late nite calls... calling each other stupid names.. pool... brewball.. confirmation.. outings to one utama and mid valley... baby do u still love me?.. poyo.. lala shuffle dance.. yea... it is true that good memories do keep you alive... but anyways i am only 17.. you would never know what will happen in the future.. so yea.. i will always love you...
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