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dun be sorry... stop saying that... wat do u really want now? i would like to noe...
i really wish god gave me wings... i can really fuck off here.. i just got screwed from my boss... cause i did not tell my lecturer that i was going off early... basicly got my lecturer screwed ... yea.. things are gett in from bad to worse le.. sigh... i miss u... u noe who u are... im happy for actually making u happy... seeing u happy was all i ever wanted... ur smile always brightens my day... yea... thanks for being around... u really mean alot to me... i dunno if im going anywhere... but i'll be around...
Lost
i dunno what to say... ever since i broke up with you... i've been non-stop thinking 24/7... i cant explain anythin... but u need to noe u broke my heart... so badly i really wanted to just die... now its been like wat? bt almost 5 years wee known each other... i did like u... but he was always in the way... when we got together... i was so so happy... it was and still is really nice seeing u around... i dun wanna hurt anybody baby... thats why i cant... but in the end... someone always get hurt... u noe what... i used to think im just like a puppet ppl use to hurt.. im so scared of gettin into a relationship... but it took me alot to actually ask you... but you should have said no to me.. and sort ur feelings out... i dun blame u love him more than me.. i understand that... its so damn hard to actually get over this... i do love her... no doubt... but u also have to understand that i love you.. and that will never change... wheather u hate me or not... u noe it was so nice seeing u that day... thanks for comin.. it really means alot to me... when i actuaslly sit down and think for awhile.. i miss u so so much... that if i cant get over this... i wanna run somewhere and never come back... maybe u wun believe all this i just wrote.. but just keep in mind that i love you...
love wish or death wish??
i juz broke up with her 1 week ago.. but there were no regrets... if it wernt 4 that... i would nvr realize ho much i love with a certain special someone... its hard with out my ex... my some1 is there 4 me... makin me fall in love with her... if ur reading this... i want u to noe im sorry... i love some1 more than her cause we have been through so much... thanks 4 makin me happy... although i still miss u... yea...
Its really kinda complicated ler... but i have just got back on track with my carreer and my family... things are gettin better now... i had a nice joint yesterday... it was good... ahahaha.. its been awhile.. yeah... im out... again in that moment when you dunno what to write... lol...
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