OMFG!!!!
It was damn boring in skool... so me and my friend decided to go smoke in the toilet... the 1st and 2nd time we did not get caught... until the last period when we went to hav a smoke... after skool the head of dicipline came and found out... sigh.. my frens were save... and im in dip shyt... cause i helped them pull this off... the skool called my parents... my dad has nothin to say... my dad and mom hav to see the skool tmr... frm there we wil see wat happens to me... til then...
January is gonna suck big time...
hurm... im already havin a hard time... and yesterday.. i got fired... how nice? wonder how am i gonna pay for my bike... sigh... did not go to skool today.... was havin really bad headeche... sigh... and now im in amcorp.. doing nothin... sigh.... also outa ciggarettes... argh... hav to buy... marlboro his time... had enough of perilly's... ahhah... so sleepy... january is really gonna suck... sigh... hope this year wont be as bad as 2005... 2005 was the worst... yeap... gnn ciao now...
Bored-ness
Im still in mmo in tmn desa.. matt juz left... and im wif frens.. waitin till 6 so i can go to work... sigh... hurmm... bored bored bored... theres no one on9... and im listenin to emo songs... x] im still heart broken... cant seem to sleep at nite.. its kinda haunting me... im addicted to the song "far away" by nickleback... song rox... yea.. yea... arggghh... bored... hav nothin to type... shall go play dota then....
Word of the day...
yesterday nite... me shambhi.. allan and celine met up with shambhi's old friends... they were talking bout cars all nite... and all shambhi said was standard... everything standard... his iswara.. standard... his starlet... turbo... standard... most of what he says was standard.. his fren said go back your dad asks how your day... you say standard la... hurm... yea... before we went yam cha there was this japanese gal damn pissed off with the cc's coms cause the were so slow... i complain and complain... but hey lady... i only work here... i cant make them faster... omg... yeap.. then shermaine help me with my blog... cause i went confused with the html codes... sigh.. they wernt as simple as friendster... and now finding the audio... thanks shermaine!!! yea... hurm.. so yea... everything is standard...
Nightmares...
Its actually my 2nd account... cant remember the 1st one... yea... last few days was like hell... i dunno how this year will turn out... its almost a week im feeling like shyt... from my dad to her...now i have bronchitis and still smoking... I never would believe that my dad would actually say things ti hurt others.. just to let out his stress... well.. he did... telling me that i covered up 4 my mom because he has money... n he doesnt... i dun ask him 4 money cause he doesnt really hav a stable job... n i dun wan him to suffer... he know i want him dead... which i dun... i would always wonder what would i do if i dun hav my old man around... my mom told me i dun hav to a shame to cry... cause one of the persons i love most in this fucked up world is my dad... then comes to the part where someone tells me things which are not true... i do trust her... and love her so much.... is it just the sound of my voice?? that seems that i dun care... im so lost 4 these past few days... i thought those days were over... i can stand up 4 myself... but i still cant... cause im brought down... when 2 ppl that i love so much says these things... maybe it was also my fault... it takes 2 hands to clap... wateva it is... im sorry... espeacially to her... i really am... and i do love u...
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