Tagged again. I think I did this one before.
layer 1 : the outside.
name : John Ng Lloyd
birth date : 22 feb 1990
current status : Stoned
eye colour : Dark brown
hair colour : Dark brown
layer 2 : on the inside
my heritage : Chinese, Welsh, Burmist, Indian.
my fears : Fear lives with me.
my weaknesses : My ding dong.
my perfect pizza : Pineapple pepperoni
layer 3 : yesterday, today, tomorrow
my first thoughts waking up : Sigh. Have to go to work.
my bed time : Before 2 a.m.
my most missed memories : 2006.
layer 4 : my pick
pepsi or coke : Pepsi.
mcd's or burger king : Mcd's.
single or group dates : Either one would be fine.
adidas or nike : Adidas.
tea or nestea : Nestea.
chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate.
cappucino or coffee : Coffee.
layer 5 : do you
smoke : I smoke like a god.
curse : hear me say "Fuck you la!! What the fuck!? Fuck off!!"
take showers : Duh.
have a crush : Not at the moment.
go to school : Nope.
want to get married : I guess so.
believe in yourself : Confidence.
think you're a health freak : Not really.
layer 6 : in the past
drank alcohol : Still drinking.
gone to the mall : Yes.
been on stage : Yup.
eaten sushi : Yeap.
dyed you hair : Yeah.
layer 7 : have you ever
played a stripping game : Errr. Can't remember.
changed who you were to fit in : Yea.
layer 8 : are you hoping to
get married soon : Maybe. Maybe not.
layer 9 : in a guy/girlbest
eye colour : Their natural eye colour will be fine.
hair colour : As long it's not lala.
short or long hair : Both are fine with me.
layer 10 : what were you doing
a minute ago : Doing this.
an hour ago : Working.
four and a half hours ago : Working.
a month ago : Working.
a year ago : Can't remember.
layer 10 : finish the sentences
i love : my life.
i feel : empty
i hate : my health.
i hide : my cock in my pants. =)
i miss : her.
i need : someone right now.
50 things about me that will turn you off.
1. How tall are you barefoot?5'11. I guess.2. Have you ever smoked?Like I said. I smoke like a god.3. Do you own a gun?You should check mine out.4. Do you hate someone right now?I don't hate.5. Do you get nervous?Most of the time.6. What do you think of hotdogs?Yummy.7. What's your favorite Christmas song?Jingle Balls.8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?Coffee.9. Can you do push ups?Duh. Everybody can.11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?No idea.12. Do you like pain killers?This is a stupid question.13. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?Why would you wanna know?14. Do you own a knife?A very small one.
15. Do you have H.I.V?This is another stupid question.16. Name?John Ng Lloyd.17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?Drink, drive, die.18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:Fags, fags, fags.19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?Beer, Water, Coffee.20. What time did you wake up today?9.00 a.m.22. Current worry?Future.23 Current hate?I told you I don't hate.24. Favorite place to be?My room. Nothing but peace.25. Least favorite place to be?One Utama.26. Where would you like to go?America.27. Do you own slippers?Yes. I can slip and fall anytime.28. What shirt are you wearing?A white shirt.30. Favorite color?Black, White, Blue.31.Would you like to be a pirate?I'm not sure if i'll get sea sick.32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?I am alcohol free for the past 3 weeks.33. What songs do you sing in the shower?I don't sing in the shower.34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?THE BOOGEYMAN!!35. What's in your pocket/s right now?Fags, zippo, wallet and phone.36. Last thing that made you laugh?Can't remember.37. Last thing that made you cry?Gay boy and Mei knows.38. Worst injury you've ever had?I nearly lost my whole lower lip.39. Who is your loudest friend?Gay boy.42. Who is your most silent friend?None. 43. Last movie watched?Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix.44. What is your favorite book?I don't read.45. What is your favorite chocolate?Mars. 47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.48. What were you doing 12 AM lastnight?Snooker.49. What was the First thing you did today?Had a ciggy.50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?Smoke.
Ok. So basicly i got tagged by my mei and i have to write about my crush or previous ones. I'm gonna go with my previous one. I think you all will know who i'm gonna write about.I met this girl when i was form 3 in church. The first time i saw her was when we were at sunday school 2004. We ended up in the same confirmation group. And so to seem that my friend knew her. And one day she called me. There was also once i called and nearly got her into trouble. Yea. We got together a few weeks later and broke up less than a month later. That was when i nearly lost my lower lip due to an accident andd when her mom found out. We stopped talking. Until junior camp, I wrote her a letter. She said we could not be together. The next time we got together was on december, during the holidays. When it was the brewball days. And broke up a month later due to missunderstandings. Though we only lasted a very short period of time. She was there for me whenever i needed her. And there came confirmation camp. We were friends, things were alrite till marcia's 16th birthday. We had our first kiss. Then things went bad from there. On the 8th of august we got together again for the 3rd time. Honestly, it was the best relationship i ever had so far. I stayed here in malaysia because of her. It was after i graduated from college. We lasted for 4 months and we broke up again. This time it was really bad. I went out of control. I backstabbed her. We are not talking anymore. Well, I tried talking to her. But it was useless. I'm erased from her life. Not a day go by where i don't think about her. Though I'm not that same person i used to be. I don't think we are ever gonna talk again. But i was a good 2 years. Full of ups and downs. Yea. So that's bout it.I'm not gonna tag anyone. Cause i don't want to.
I haven't blogged for awhile cause i got caught up with work and alot of headeches. So recently i left my job from dry cut, and as some of you all know i'm now working in ish salon. It's a lovely place with very nice and helpfull collegues, a understanding and caring boss and a whole lot of serious head banging side winding stress. So yea, as usual i'm that lifeless 17 year old who is working, have not much time for his friends and himself but is rich. OK. Maybe not that rich, but able to spend money like water. I have another 3 weeks, more or less before i get my licence. FINALLY!! And the car i'm gonna get? Well, nothing special. It's just a standard 1.8 4G92 Proton Putra. Yeap. But it's alrite. Better than paying cabbies. And so we went to gentings for Aun Joe's 24th birthday with Alex, Kiki, Matthew, Raymond, Krystal, William, and of course the birthday boy's wife. Azat and co. joined us there for awhile. Got damn stoned. Thats about it. Nothing much happening lately.
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