killed by boredom...
kay... today was pretty boring.. that it almost killed me.. actually killed me.. yea... got up today and it was about almost 12.30 in the afternoon... then got washed up and was actually figuring out what to do for the day... instead i called up my old principal from a cut above acedemy and asked her if she could get me an interview with any other salon.. unforetunately my luck ran out like a downfall... yea... ended up playin the playstation... was playing god of war.. until i got so sick of restarting over and over again cause smart me played the game with god mode... yeap... cant seem to get through one of the last level and got me all stressed up... nvm then.. went watch tv.. and so i was watchin i,robot... not a bad show... though i watched it a few times.. and come to think of things i realize i so FUCKING miss my baby... hehe... yea... she called me after her nap.. and yea... had dinner and now im waiting for a friend in tmn desa... we havent really hung out for awhile.. so yea... and tmr i have a medical check up in sjmc... sigh... wonder what the doc is gonna say*gulps*.. yea... oh yea... and i highlighted my hair again... form my pale blonde is now platinum blonde.. yay!! im not a dumb blonde or what so ever.. till then...
the drama?
this is the update... there was quite a number of dramas happening this week... i dunno whats up but yea... my parents told me they can't really support me cause i already graduate.. and yea... i'm only 16... cant really do jack shit without them... yea... i dun wanna talk bt the drama.. cause its already over.. things are ok... i'd like to put things a side... and just enjoy life... **baby... i noe we come from very different backgrounds.. i know its a little hard sometimes.. but you know i love you... the life i have live in before we got together is already over... i dun care what other ppl thinks... i love u and that is all that matters now... alot of ppl say that there are other girls out there... why her? OUCH!! i noe... but i choose to be with this girl cause she was there for me when no one was.. she hanged on to me even when i did hurt her so badly... and she gave me everything... We talk and the phone for hours.. callin each other names and stuff.. though she drives me insane but she does make my world go round..honestly speakin... i dun think i can actually find another girl like her... girls like her only come once in a black moon.. x).. BABY!! BABY!! i love u oh so ever so much... and u noe i'm never gonna leave you... i promise... i'm in mmo now... yesterday was very dramatic... at nite... yea... saw baby, marshy, sandy and matt at one utama.. then was off to meet up with weng and then dinner at steven's corner... yea... to mmo then matt house... today woke up and went for breakfast with baby, marshy, sandy, marsh and matt... it was alrite... my baby wrote 101 things she love bt me... though i wrote one for her few days back.. but it was SO SWWEEEETT!!! gosh... I LOVE U BABY!! best thing is.. it's in her blood.. heee... i like.. yea.. till then..
the unexpected...
on monday we went to breden's hse to celebrate his 16th b'day... i was in matt's place.. then we went to marshy's hse.. off to breden's hse in shah alam.. yup.. baby, marsh, sandy, me, matt, and weng were there till bt 11+... we played the drinkin game.. and unfortunately someone got drunked... yea.. i was with my baby on the floor... and then a huge drama started... not me and her.. but someone else.. so for the whole nite we only slept at about 6 trying to figure out things... yea... other than that things were quite ok.. i had alot of fun baby... hehe... till then...
jailed...
i'm in matt hse now... as usaul talkin cock and bullshitting... I MISS MY BABY!! though i saw her today in ou for a while... yea.... hmmm... i dun get to see her really often... so yea... its just this week that i saw quite a number of times... so after that i went to shop my new pair of jeans... then i was off to see matt, sandy, and rae in stevens corner in oug... then back to matt's place.. yup... dying of boredome.. and just got of the phone with my baby... yea... till then..
today... i woke up at 9 to have breakfast with baby, weng and marsh.. then we headed to mid valley to meet up with matt and sandy... sandy just got back frm aussie and got me a black lighther... hehe... yeap.. after lunch.. we went to play pool and then coffee bean... i left after baby left... and now in matt hse.. yea... baby!! i had fun today!! lots of fun.. hehe... till then...
baby...
your the reason why i'm still here.. your the reason why i'm smilin everyday.. your the reason why everthing is ok.. you have changed my life so much.. sometimes i keep thinkin that what if one day we have to seperate.. the day you leave... you know i'm not going to say good-bye... i'll say see you soon... but one thing i know is that happy memories keep you alive... there is still so much i wanna tell you.. but sometimes the words just won't come out my mouth... you know that i'll always be here for you.. whenever wherever you need me... i remember the first time we got together.. it was so weird cause i was so shy... later on things got bad... yea.. we had to break up... and it was sohard to get over you... you know i made a very big mistake... i really do regret.. yea... the second time we got together was better.. but it still ended up bad... the way that we will ignore each other for months... yea... then i dropped a bombshell on u... and there was a huge drama going on.. im sorry baby... hehe... you know i am.. but it's amazing that someone can hang on to an idiot who drops a bombnshell... and yea... baby... u really made me the happiest guy... i really dunno hat am i gonna do without you... u noe i love you oh so so ever ever so much... and i'm never gnn leave you.. unless u want me to... babe.. u noe i'm sorry for all that i've done to hurt you... hmmmm... but then again like u said babe.. our love is like a rollercoaster... it goes up and down but the ride sure is alot of fun.. =).. yea... anyways... i'm seeing you tmr baby... yea... i love u babe.. mwah...
been gone for awhile..
i havent updated my blog lately... i was fixing alot of things and stuck with college... yea... so these are the updates... i graduated from a cut above academy already... sad that i have to leae them but yea... it was about time... i'm so in love with my oh so stuborn, irritating but hot and sexy baby belle... yea... thing are really great now... it was about time things turn around... yeap... babe.. if ur reading this i wan u to noe that i can never find another girl like u... u noe i love u oh so ever so much... mwah!! so yea... finally bloging again... till then...
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